It's been a long time since I've blogged, and a lot of things have taken place since May. I'm just here to write a short piece that probably no one else will read because my readership all left, but I needed to write something.
2014 has been an extremely trying year for me. Professionally I find myself eking out a pretty meager existence; romantically I find myself back where I was when I started this blog, discouraged and wondering where to go; and personally just filled with lots of doubts and questions about my life. Suffice it to say, 2015 can't come soon enough for me right now.
But in the midst of all this I keep coming back to a line from the movie "We bought a Zoo" about how all we really need is 20 seconds of insane courage to do something difficult. I've been trying to do this lately, to find just 20 seconds of courage and to somehow do things that have always seemed so difficult for me. So far none of those 20 second efforts have panned out so well, but I am trying and when I have felt that I have no more courage left, somehow I found 20 more seconds.
Brett
I'm still here, and I always will be. Love this post and the hope and encouragement it gives me to keep reaching for 20 more seconds. Love you!!
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